Moving on
Wow, recaping on the past couple years of my life, so much has changed. I have have changed. I went through some real crap. I guess i went about dealing with it in all the wrong ways and for that i'm sorry, but regret is a bad thing so i chose to learn from mistakes. I have tried so hard to get by hapily, but it seams like the more i try the more i struggle. So i just stopped caring and that worked for a while untill my not caring almost jepordized the one thing i need in life, i'm sorry (you know who you are). It took me a while to snap out of that mode, but i'm set now i promise. I got caight up in the wrong shit with the wrong people and could bear to talk to the right people about it. I'm glad that's over.
As far as the past 8 months or so, are concerned i just wnat to thank Ben for all he's don'e for me, you're wonderful. I'm so sorry for not believing in you or in us, for even a second. You never gave up faith, you will never know what that means to me. I love you. You have become my whole world and i don't want to live in it with out you. Thank you so much. I'm really glad of what we are accomplishing together and i look forward to the live we'll share together.
XoXo
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As far as the past 8 months or so, are concerned i just wnat to thank Ben for all he's don'e for me, you're wonderful. I'm so sorry for not believing in you or in us, for even a second. You never gave up faith, you will never know what that means to me. I love you. You have become my whole world and i don't want to live in it with out you. Thank you so much. I'm really glad of what we are accomplishing together and i look forward to the live we'll share together.
XoXo
APRIL