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where did i go wrong? i lost a friend. somewhere along in the bitterness. and i wouldve stayed up with you all night had i known how to save a life.
and i am ohsovery tired.
but ohsovery happy.
derek is a menace.
i went and bought some more shorts today. for camp.
erica hasnt been feeling good at all. im worried.
what if she cant go to camp?!?!
what will i do without her?!?!
will i have to go if she doesnt go?
i hope she gets better. for both of our sakes.
crazy by gnarls barkley=really good beat
have you ever played where int he world is carmen sandiego? it used to be crazy fun but i played it likea year ago and its like really boring...yeah. but a really good game is cranium. those humdingers get us everytime. i remember one i was playing on matt's team vs nathan and mitchell. and we had one of those charades things. and matt had a red blanket over his head...and i didnt even realize he was jesturing it it the whole time! lol. he was supposed to be red riding hood or something...i dont remember. red riding hood must be the dirtyest name in the whole wide world. there's this really old song called little red riding hood...or they mention her...and then they howl...ya its strange. it was one of those one hit wonders. it goes "little red riding hood you sure are looking good you make this big bad wolf something something HOWL" lol.
the veronicas are really cool. they wrote over 40 songs for their debut album. but they do like the olsen twins...ew. i know because they had this thing on their myspace about where like the fans ask the questions...these were some of the answers. lol.
caroline idk if you like hoobastank but ehyre coming to memphis on the 1st of july...i was just looking at their myspace. lol. ive been writing this for hours. bit by bit. it's just how i roll. a writer cant write a perfect book in a day.
im in love with death cab for cutie. have i told you? i have their shirt. i feel special. lol. this christmas im asking for a digital camera. one that i pick out. ill do my research and make a list with all the exact details. speaking of christmas, i need to get to working on that wood prodject for all the cousins. and i also need to make the jewelry...hrm. i dont have a vision for that yet. lol. but i do have vision for my room. black white and grey and this really pretty blue, its really light. maybe i can find it and show it to you on the fonts lol. like this i suppose. sorry if you cant read this. but it'll end in a second. but its really pretty. and i want to get a bigger bed for my room like a queen or a double. because im like out growing my twin right now and it just doesnt fit with my vision for the room. and now my mom is talking about moving when she hasnt even gotten a job. she was saying how i should wait and do my vision in the next house and i was like but that would be too long! and plus my new room wont be the same as this one! i love this house. ive lived here all my life...i cant imagine leaving it. anyways my vision. one wall (the one with no wondows or doors) will have a big blown up picture, the one i have on my myspace. but in case you havent seen it, here it is:
hoping that will work. and if it doesnt...here's the URL of the picture....
http://photos1.blogger.com/img/98/1759/400/'Rain',_Daning_River_1200x800.jpg
and then i have some curtains picked out. theyre a dark gray and kind of shiny. and uh, they kind of have a diamond embroidery thing on em, but the thread is the color of the fabric so it's not like it sticks out that much.
anyways i'm tired so...i'm gonna go.
luvyabuhbye-courtney
ps
i feel really stupi dbecause i came back to edit this entry to fix the picture and i still dont remember how to do it. hepl please? caroline, i know i showed you how to do it...maybe im just tired...idk...this is gonna bug the crap outta me.
im kinda sore. from the whole jump/speed training. every time i hear the speed part i think drugs and janis joplin. lol. anyways. my arms are sore from doing the weights and stuff. one itme i went to a make-up day and there were 24 people in one class, and thats lot for their small area. and well. there was only one other girl in the group besides me. very very awkward ish. lol. i would be looking for hot guys there, but theyre all sweaty and ewwy and so am i so i try not to look at the, lol. but they surround me. so how can i help it? lol. turns out i had more to babble about. which is good i guess. im through with doubt ... nothin left to figure out ... -dixie chicks "not ready to make nice"
i watched hotel rwanda today with my mom. it's very sad. it was like a dispute between either two political groups or religious groups..i couldnt really tell. but one group was trying to kill off the other. and they would kill the kids and the men, and then cage the women to use as sex toys. they had tons of machetes. thats how they killed everyone. and fires. there was this one road...it was full of dead bodies...and this was all a true story. over a million people died when that happened. this one guy saved around a thousand people. his wife and kids almost got killed 2 times. one time they were hiding in the shower from the bad guys and the dad was looking for them, and he looked in the shower, and there they were. lol the wife had take n the shower head and was pointing it at him. lol. he hugged her asked her what she was gonna do with it. lol it was such a sad and funny moment. but they got out. but a million people didnt.
that pink sheet of paper over on the other desk is mocking me. it's saying "haha you cant use me cuz u dont have an itunes account set up. haha" well laugh at this paper! *gives the finger* i must be going crazy. lol. goodnight. or good morning....it is like 2:30 ish.
and i am ohsovery tired.
but ohsovery happy.
derek is a menace.
i went and bought some more shorts today. for camp.
erica hasnt been feeling good at all. im worried.
what if she cant go to camp?!?!
what will i do without her?!?!
will i have to go if she doesnt go?
i hope she gets better. for both of our sakes.
crazy by gnarls barkley=really good beat
have you ever played where int he world is carmen sandiego? it used to be crazy fun but i played it likea year ago and its like really boring...yeah. but a really good game is cranium. those humdingers get us everytime. i remember one i was playing on matt's team vs nathan and mitchell. and we had one of those charades things. and matt had a red blanket over his head...and i didnt even realize he was jesturing it it the whole time! lol. he was supposed to be red riding hood or something...i dont remember. red riding hood must be the dirtyest name in the whole wide world. there's this really old song called little red riding hood...or they mention her...and then they howl...ya its strange. it was one of those one hit wonders. it goes "little red riding hood you sure are looking good you make this big bad wolf something something HOWL" lol.
the veronicas are really cool. they wrote over 40 songs for their debut album. but they do like the olsen twins...ew. i know because they had this thing on their myspace about where like the fans ask the questions...these were some of the answers. lol.
caroline idk if you like hoobastank but ehyre coming to memphis on the 1st of july...i was just looking at their myspace. lol. ive been writing this for hours. bit by bit. it's just how i roll. a writer cant write a perfect book in a day.
im in love with death cab for cutie. have i told you? i have their shirt. i feel special. lol. this christmas im asking for a digital camera. one that i pick out. ill do my research and make a list with all the exact details. speaking of christmas, i need to get to working on that wood prodject for all the cousins. and i also need to make the jewelry...hrm. i dont have a vision for that yet. lol. but i do have vision for my room. black white and grey and this really pretty blue, its really light. maybe i can find it and show it to you on the fonts lol. like this i suppose. sorry if you cant read this. but it'll end in a second. but its really pretty. and i want to get a bigger bed for my room like a queen or a double. because im like out growing my twin right now and it just doesnt fit with my vision for the room. and now my mom is talking about moving when she hasnt even gotten a job. she was saying how i should wait and do my vision in the next house and i was like but that would be too long! and plus my new room wont be the same as this one! i love this house. ive lived here all my life...i cant imagine leaving it. anyways my vision. one wall (the one with no wondows or doors) will have a big blown up picture, the one i have on my myspace. but in case you havent seen it, here it is:
hoping that will work. and if it doesnt...here's the URL of the picture....
http://photos1.blogger.com/img/98/1759/400/'Rain',_Daning_River_1200x800.jpg
and then i have some curtains picked out. theyre a dark gray and kind of shiny. and uh, they kind of have a diamond embroidery thing on em, but the thread is the color of the fabric so it's not like it sticks out that much.
anyways i'm tired so...i'm gonna go.
luvyabuhbye-courtney
ps
i feel really stupi dbecause i came back to edit this entry to fix the picture and i still dont remember how to do it. hepl please? caroline, i know i showed you how to do it...maybe im just tired...idk...this is gonna bug the crap outta me.
im kinda sore. from the whole jump/speed training. every time i hear the speed part i think drugs and janis joplin. lol. anyways. my arms are sore from doing the weights and stuff. one itme i went to a make-up day and there were 24 people in one class, and thats lot for their small area. and well. there was only one other girl in the group besides me. very very awkward ish. lol. i would be looking for hot guys there, but theyre all sweaty and ewwy and so am i so i try not to look at the, lol. but they surround me. so how can i help it? lol. turns out i had more to babble about. which is good i guess. im through with doubt ... nothin left to figure out ... -dixie chicks "not ready to make nice"
i watched hotel rwanda today with my mom. it's very sad. it was like a dispute between either two political groups or religious groups..i couldnt really tell. but one group was trying to kill off the other. and they would kill the kids and the men, and then cage the women to use as sex toys. they had tons of machetes. thats how they killed everyone. and fires. there was this one road...it was full of dead bodies...and this was all a true story. over a million people died when that happened. this one guy saved around a thousand people. his wife and kids almost got killed 2 times. one time they were hiding in the shower from the bad guys and the dad was looking for them, and he looked in the shower, and there they were. lol the wife had take n the shower head and was pointing it at him. lol. he hugged her asked her what she was gonna do with it. lol it was such a sad and funny moment. but they got out. but a million people didnt.
that pink sheet of paper over on the other desk is mocking me. it's saying "haha you cant use me cuz u dont have an itunes account set up. haha" well laugh at this paper! *gives the finger* i must be going crazy. lol. goodnight. or good morning....it is like 2:30 ish.