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God I'm a piece of shit who never updates this EVER.
I dont think anyone really reads it though anyway.
Basically life is the same as always. Second phase of cleaning out the house and putting shit in a dumpster. Working a bunch. Neil got a fulltime job, and I see him way more often now. I love him so so so so much its ridiculous <3.
My birthdays in a week or so. I'm getting old. I'm no where I thought I would be at this age. Our generation was screwed into thinking we should have a plan, and do it...but now its impossible to carry through.
My friends have babies and husbands. Will I ever get to have those things? Or a job that pays enough to live comfortably off of?
I got a new office job at Pathfinder a few months ago. I enjoy it a lot. I'm a little too efficient some days though, because I blow through my work really fast, then I'm bored.
I miss my college friends. I miss my high school friends. I miss life. We are all so busy all the time. We need to slow down and enjoy it.
I joined roller derby. I have too many back problems to trust myself to skate. Major downer. Soemday I know I will get stubborn and try skating though..then it will only be a matter of time before I hurt myself and say "see Vanessa, I told you so". As for now, I'm enjoying being involved in everything else and knowing these girls. They are amazing.
I like Halloween. I'm glad its coming up soon.
I dont think anyone really reads it though anyway.
Basically life is the same as always. Second phase of cleaning out the house and putting shit in a dumpster. Working a bunch. Neil got a fulltime job, and I see him way more often now. I love him so so so so much its ridiculous <3.
My birthdays in a week or so. I'm getting old. I'm no where I thought I would be at this age. Our generation was screwed into thinking we should have a plan, and do it...but now its impossible to carry through.
My friends have babies and husbands. Will I ever get to have those things? Or a job that pays enough to live comfortably off of?
I got a new office job at Pathfinder a few months ago. I enjoy it a lot. I'm a little too efficient some days though, because I blow through my work really fast, then I'm bored.
I miss my college friends. I miss my high school friends. I miss life. We are all so busy all the time. We need to slow down and enjoy it.
I joined roller derby. I have too many back problems to trust myself to skate. Major downer. Soemday I know I will get stubborn and try skating though..then it will only be a matter of time before I hurt myself and say "see Vanessa, I told you so". As for now, I'm enjoying being involved in everything else and knowing these girls. They are amazing.
I like Halloween. I'm glad its coming up soon.