most lame post EVER.
I'm jealous that Neil is out at Sterling listening to music and being under teh stars all weekend without me.
I wish I could do fun stuff liek that, or was invited to.
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I mean, I went out last night and tonight to keep me busy for a bit.....but I didn't really have any "fun"...sure it was nice and all, but I feel like I should be having more fun than that on a 4th of July weekend.
I dont know.
I feel dull.
I feel like Neil and people think I'm lame to be around.
**BALETED SENTENCE**
I realize how much I depend on Neil everyday, because I'm trying really hard to be a good gf and not call him a million times bugging him this weekend...but it's really hard because I'm so used to just calling whenever I feel like it, and knowing he will answer.
I wish he would call me....but at the same time, I don't expect him too, so I'm not going to get mad or anything...it just would make my day brighter.
**BALETED SENTENCE**
I just have had a crappy week, my mom is really hurt and I'm just stressed from taking care of her, taking care of house things, going to work, dealing with my sister....etc etc.
Hopefully tomorrow at Jennie's will be fantastic, and will get me out of this funk I'm feeling.
Happy 4th of July everyone :-)
I wish I could do fun stuff liek that, or was invited to.
**BALETED SENTENCE**
I mean, I went out last night and tonight to keep me busy for a bit.....but I didn't really have any "fun"...sure it was nice and all, but I feel like I should be having more fun than that on a 4th of July weekend.
I dont know.
I feel dull.
I feel like Neil and people think I'm lame to be around.
**BALETED SENTENCE**
I realize how much I depend on Neil everyday, because I'm trying really hard to be a good gf and not call him a million times bugging him this weekend...but it's really hard because I'm so used to just calling whenever I feel like it, and knowing he will answer.
I wish he would call me....but at the same time, I don't expect him too, so I'm not going to get mad or anything...it just would make my day brighter.
**BALETED SENTENCE**
I just have had a crappy week, my mom is really hurt and I'm just stressed from taking care of her, taking care of house things, going to work, dealing with my sister....etc etc.
Hopefully tomorrow at Jennie's will be fantastic, and will get me out of this funk I'm feeling.
Happy 4th of July everyone :-)