DUDE
Ok im tired of people fricking buggin me about my disorder. One of my friends said quote "Im afriad to leave you alone cuz i don't want you to hurt yourself"!!!! DUDE IM NOT GONNA KILL MYSELF!! Im in my manic stage anyways......unless oneof ya'll goes and dies on me I won't go into my depression stage. lol......man this is funny!!! For all the people you didn't like me because of my personality ha!! I think im a cool person lol. Now i finally understand my mood swings or why im so hyper! Other than gettin harrased about my health things are goin good. Have you ever wondered if the people you think are your friends are your true friends.......I wonder that all the time. Or why people will tell me they are gonna do sumtin and never do it(David!!!!!!). Or how people can make me feel terrible with just one word. I am a very fragile person, not because of my episode with bipolar, but because i put too much faith and trust into people and look where it gets me. People sit here and say I have it soo hard......my parents treat me like Im 5. Oh, please.....you don't know what hard is. Can i just erase everything....my life even? ahhhh.....You see what happens when they give someone like me a brain? lol!! Anthony told me he was gonna rape me for my guitar!! YOU AIN"T GETTIN IT!! Then there is the issue of my friend Airin asking me if he should get his butt pierced!! YES HE WAS KIDDIN(i hope he was at least)