weird
Is what Im feeling real? Can you really care about someone whom you have never met? Im not in love oh no, not yet. But something about him caputers my breath. Maybe its the way he actually cares about people other than himself that make him so interesting. Or the fact that we are somewhat alike....in many ways. I dunno, I find myself wanting to talk to him....even at 3 in the morning. Longing to ask him questions about his deepest thoughts. This is very weird, I mean right now i probably sound like a pysco in which i am not. But it makes you wonder, why does he control my thoughts the way he does? I want nothing more than to just be his friend if not someday more. I wanna treat him better than anyone has ever treated him, letting him know that not all girls are bad. Not all of us bitch all the time. I dunno, maybe im getting these feelings all wrong. Maybe this is not what they realing mean. I guess in time I will tell, only time will know!