Someone kill me now ...

[dancin_girl17]

I can't believe what happened this morning, I knew I shouldn't have gone back home, but I didn’t know where else to go. Somehow my parents knew I might have been there so they set up a fancy breakfast - yes, Jesse was there too. The breakfast was fine, awkward, with Jesse being there and all, but my mind was on someone else that I didn't let it worry me. That was until breakfast had finished and my parents went upstairs, they left me and Jesse in the living room. I had no idea what was happening, until Jesse started talking to me. Mairi, Kelsi and Sharpay, I can’t believe all of you have been right all along -- Jesse asked me to marry him! I can’t believe it! The past couple of days has had my head spinning non stop, I can’t handle this as well! I told him straight (again) that I want to finish school in New Mexico and that I just can't leave before I graduate. He's attitude completely changed from the last time we spoke onto the phone. He's willing to wait. Willing to wait until I graduate. How can I trust him now? We haven't been together since last year ... and, and ... I'm now falling in love with someone else. How can someone possibly think of marriage at this age? I know Jesse's a year older and all, but still! Did he really think that he could just come to New Mexico and forget everything that has been happening???

Kelsi - I am really sorry, but I haven’t had time to ask my dad about the Foundation for Kelli, things have been so hectic, but once I can look him straight in the eye again, I will ask him.

:: Only visible to Jason ::

Was there a specific reason you didn't want me to go home when I suggested I was? I know what you're probably thinking, but I told Jesse I am in love with someone else. I did not tell him who, but you know I am talking about you ...