First day over ...
Well, I've just come back from my first day at work! I only worked for the morning. I'm amazed with those kids, so energentic and REALLY focues ... okay, maybe we we're all like that when we were their age, but seeing it, is totally different. It was fun, all the kids welcomed me and they were so adorable! I have to admit, I wasn't all myself at first, being nervous and other things, but Nathan helped me out saying it was only my first day so I don't need to panick about stuffing up. I was really grateful for him. He really is a nice guy! I am now looking forward to Friday!
After I got home, Jesse was on the phone. He wasn't happy, I think he lost out on an audition or something. Anyway, after reassuring it wasn't the end of the world, somehow what happened last year was brought up and we got into another arguement. He even admitted to me that he loves this girl...the reason why we broke up and plans on being with her...because you know, he can't be with me because of the long distant relationship crap. He even made me choose, between this place and Chicago! I told him I couldn't go now because I've got to complete my last year and I don't want to change schools just for one year! He told me he couldn't wait that long. He really loves this girl and even mentioned about marrying her. Well screw it, he can do whatever he wants with this girl but he doesn't have to ring me just to tell me about it! I used to really love Chicago and was even considering of moving there after I graduate to be with Jesse, now that's all gone up in smoke because guy's can't possibly wait! I hate him and everything that has to do with Chicago. There's no way I'm going back there ... EVER!
I'll be in my room if anyone cares ....
After I got home, Jesse was on the phone. He wasn't happy, I think he lost out on an audition or something. Anyway, after reassuring it wasn't the end of the world, somehow what happened last year was brought up and we got into another arguement. He even admitted to me that he loves this girl...the reason why we broke up and plans on being with her...because you know, he can't be with me because of the long distant relationship crap. He even made me choose, between this place and Chicago! I told him I couldn't go now because I've got to complete my last year and I don't want to change schools just for one year! He told me he couldn't wait that long. He really loves this girl and even mentioned about marrying her. Well screw it, he can do whatever he wants with this girl but he doesn't have to ring me just to tell me about it! I used to really love Chicago and was even considering of moving there after I graduate to be with Jesse, now that's all gone up in smoke because guy's can't possibly wait! I hate him and everything that has to do with Chicago. There's no way I'm going back there ... EVER!
I'll be in my room if anyone cares ....