Paaaaacking It.
I am so damn concrened about my drama assesment on Thursday.
Its not even funny. Im so scared I'll have another panic attack like I did that month ago at the last assesemnt. If I do, I dont think I could handle another one they are so scary. I cant even breath when I have them and I have no control over them what so ever. I am starting to prepare myself for the wrost as of tomorrow, I have to stay at school from 4 until 6 on Thursday, I plan to eat and chill out and avoid a panic attack. But theres no certainty. shit Im bloody scared.
What the hell is this? I have never had any troubles perforoming before this year. Top of year 10 drama at regional and this weird arse panicy freak at MaKillop. My performances are fine, once I step on stage I can do well, its just the anticipation that makes me so twisted up. It never happened at dancing at the end of the year, and it doesn't happen at esietdfords, just year 11 drama assesments. Its not looking good for year 12 drama if this keeps up.
What works for any of you other performance whores out there? Im stressing here.
On the plus side I made my own dinner tonight, No more of my mothers cooking.
Its not even funny. Im so scared I'll have another panic attack like I did that month ago at the last assesemnt. If I do, I dont think I could handle another one they are so scary. I cant even breath when I have them and I have no control over them what so ever. I am starting to prepare myself for the wrost as of tomorrow, I have to stay at school from 4 until 6 on Thursday, I plan to eat and chill out and avoid a panic attack. But theres no certainty. shit Im bloody scared.
What the hell is this? I have never had any troubles perforoming before this year. Top of year 10 drama at regional and this weird arse panicy freak at MaKillop. My performances are fine, once I step on stage I can do well, its just the anticipation that makes me so twisted up. It never happened at dancing at the end of the year, and it doesn't happen at esietdfords, just year 11 drama assesments. Its not looking good for year 12 drama if this keeps up.
What works for any of you other performance whores out there? Im stressing here.
On the plus side I made my own dinner tonight, No more of my mothers cooking.