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i'm sick.
and i'm tired.
my 2 days off are spent coughing and laying on a couch feeling like shit. awesome.
i don't know what's going on in my life anymore. i'm getting to that restless point again. i feel like if i stay in the job i have right now, i'll never get out of it. but i have to keep trying to tell myself that i need to save money for school, and there's no way i can do that if i keep quitting jobs. it's just so ridiculous. i don't want to be 30 and work in a gas station. i have goals. it just doesn't seem like it right now. i'm really afraid my life is headed towards a serious road block that i'm not going to be able to get around.
i live paycheck to paycheck as it is. so really, i'm not saving anything for school.
sweet.
and i'm tired.
my 2 days off are spent coughing and laying on a couch feeling like shit. awesome.
i don't know what's going on in my life anymore. i'm getting to that restless point again. i feel like if i stay in the job i have right now, i'll never get out of it. but i have to keep trying to tell myself that i need to save money for school, and there's no way i can do that if i keep quitting jobs. it's just so ridiculous. i don't want to be 30 and work in a gas station. i have goals. it just doesn't seem like it right now. i'm really afraid my life is headed towards a serious road block that i'm not going to be able to get around.
i live paycheck to paycheck as it is. so really, i'm not saving anything for school.
sweet.