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things have been going really well lately. this morning excluded.
tyson's taking me to myrtle beach for my birthday. AND to see jim gaffigan in saginaw. i'm super excited. it's weird that i'm going to be 21.
tyson and i have been getting along really well. not as much fighting as before. i think it has a lot to do with not worrying about a certain someone in his life trying to mess things up between us.
this morning sucked. tyson woke up and found his phone all scratched up from leaving it on the floor and the dog chewing on it. he got up to leave for work 45 minutes early. i asked him to lay in bed with me for a little longer since i didn't get to see him until 10:30 last night, we ate dinner, and then went to bed and then i got to see him for like 5 minutes when we were awake this morning. apparently that was a ridiculous request, because he got all pissed off and started yelling at me. got in his truck to leave without so much as a hug, kiss, or 'i love you'. i called out to him to come inside for a hug and a kiss and asked him why he was being so angry, and he said to me 'i just need you to leave me alone, and you can never do that'. that hurt. a lot. i really wish he wouldn't say things like that... i really don't think he realizes how much it hurts me. but then again, maybe he does. and maybe it's meant to. i don't know.
i hope this is a momentary lapse in good times. i don't want things to go back to the way they were.
tyson's taking me to myrtle beach for my birthday. AND to see jim gaffigan in saginaw. i'm super excited. it's weird that i'm going to be 21.
tyson and i have been getting along really well. not as much fighting as before. i think it has a lot to do with not worrying about a certain someone in his life trying to mess things up between us.
this morning sucked. tyson woke up and found his phone all scratched up from leaving it on the floor and the dog chewing on it. he got up to leave for work 45 minutes early. i asked him to lay in bed with me for a little longer since i didn't get to see him until 10:30 last night, we ate dinner, and then went to bed and then i got to see him for like 5 minutes when we were awake this morning. apparently that was a ridiculous request, because he got all pissed off and started yelling at me. got in his truck to leave without so much as a hug, kiss, or 'i love you'. i called out to him to come inside for a hug and a kiss and asked him why he was being so angry, and he said to me 'i just need you to leave me alone, and you can never do that'. that hurt. a lot. i really wish he wouldn't say things like that... i really don't think he realizes how much it hurts me. but then again, maybe he does. and maybe it's meant to. i don't know.
i hope this is a momentary lapse in good times. i don't want things to go back to the way they were.