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Yea....so forget last night, it's probably not worth talking about. I talked to Ty today and I talked to Beau...all the fantastic men and they all live so far from me. I mean Tyler's so worth the wait though, I could wait forever.......
My sister found some disgusting movies at a thrift store. They're documentaries and the have real people dying in them from either being blown up or drowning, or being murdered. Yes, for some reason these movies are legal and yes, my own flesh and blood owns 2 of them. DISGUSTING. A woman kills a puppy, I'm glad I left before that because it disturbed my sister, and nothing disturbs her, so it mush have been horrible...nightmares tonight I can feel them coming.
I'm not going to date anybody ever again. And I know you're probably thinking yea right, but I can't handle being with anybody besides Tyler...and when I am, I feel like I'm cheating on him, and it's the worst feeling ever. I need him like I need air, and I'm suffocating.