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[dancin4ever]

do you ever wish that for just one day the world would stop? I do. If the world were to stop for one day I could possibly then figure out what I screwed up. I feel like i screwed something up but maybe i didn't. maybe other people screwed things up and that's why i feel like i've screwed up. maybe i dunno. i just wish i could figure out what

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[lil_mowery]

Tough stuff Lex.. I do not believe you screwed up in any way... or at least as far as I know of you and your world right now. I get the feeling that the world should just stop... I know what you mean by the not socializing thing... Thats why any time we get a cancelled football game, I go to the movies... You should come with us... I am your friend, and I will miss you when you go to college... I think you may have more friends than you give yourself credit for... but thats my opinion... I KNOW you are not a posers. Posers are conformist who have no original ideas. They just copy... You set trends, you like what you do, and you rock it, whether people like it or not. I don't think you put on an act, you are ALEXIS and nobody else. You have a lot on your plate, and I think as time goes on it will be easier to juggle. Try coffee and priotizing, like making sure you go to bed at a certain time even if it a late time... cause your body at least needs a fairly regular schedule. Changes happen and they suck, but sometimes good things happen from them. Mr Bill does expect a lot and you work your BUTT off out there and it shows. Nobody can say you dont work hard. I don't know what to say about Shawn, except that I'll keep him in my prayers, and that he will come and be fine. and when he gets back, that'll give you a good friend...
I wish you would come to Senior Dinner Dance. I mean it would be super fun with you there! It will make me sad to be there without your outrageous laugh that I love. And please don't write off Prom yet! Things may change. I want to see good things happen for you!
Purple is a rather pretty color.
I'm here for you.
I love you like sister, Alexis.