It appears as though you're the only thing that listens
Honestly I believe you're my 'safety blanket'. I always return to here when things get really bad because I have no one I can talk to about anything when I am writing.
Everything is falling apart right now, and I really mean everything. My neice hasn't lived in my home since last November and that's put a stress on me that on one could possibly understand. My relationship has been very rocky lately because of the strain of the distance between us. With the way things are currently, I don't even think I have a relationship anymore. I am having an extreme financial situation because I was laid off from Best Buy at the worst possible time. I owe UMass $706 for last semester, $310 in car insurance, and $255 to a speeding ticket. If I don't pay the speeding ticket, then I can kiss my license goodbye because it'll be suspended until the ticket is paid in full. I've been sleeping horribly lately because of the stress of everything that's been going on. I might have to leave my home because my mother said she doesn't want me living there anymore.
I don't know how I've managed to deal with all of these things as long as I have. I usually break down and want to run away, but I've been facing them with as much bravery as I could possibly muster. Things are going to be really tough for me in the coming weeks seeing as I have no help whatsoever. I'm keep trying to figure out a way to work things out in my head and I can't find anything. I really hope I can figure things out and keep my spirits up for a better future.
I don't quite know what else I have to talk about because I just really needed to get out that rant and have someone just listen. Journal you do just that for me, listen. Thank you.
Marcos...
Everything is falling apart right now, and I really mean everything. My neice hasn't lived in my home since last November and that's put a stress on me that on one could possibly understand. My relationship has been very rocky lately because of the strain of the distance between us. With the way things are currently, I don't even think I have a relationship anymore. I am having an extreme financial situation because I was laid off from Best Buy at the worst possible time. I owe UMass $706 for last semester, $310 in car insurance, and $255 to a speeding ticket. If I don't pay the speeding ticket, then I can kiss my license goodbye because it'll be suspended until the ticket is paid in full. I've been sleeping horribly lately because of the stress of everything that's been going on. I might have to leave my home because my mother said she doesn't want me living there anymore.
I don't know how I've managed to deal with all of these things as long as I have. I usually break down and want to run away, but I've been facing them with as much bravery as I could possibly muster. Things are going to be really tough for me in the coming weeks seeing as I have no help whatsoever. I'm keep trying to figure out a way to work things out in my head and I can't find anything. I really hope I can figure things out and keep my spirits up for a better future.
I don't quite know what else I have to talk about because I just really needed to get out that rant and have someone just listen. Journal you do just that for me, listen. Thank you.
Marcos...