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im not sure why im writing about this.. but i guess i have to get what i am feeling out.
this weekend has been really hard on me.
thursday i found out about my cousins accident, and ever since then things have been strange and out of place.
its really nice to know that i have such a great family though.. everyone was there for my aunt when she needed us, my mom and i went over to clean her house and bring her some paper products and chips and such, and she seemed alright, under the circumstances...
last night was the wake, and i got to see her for the first time since the accident... and i just broke down.. i just didnt seem real until that moment, i guess i just hadnt been able to face the facts until then, She was just too young.
today was hard, real hard, the whole family met in the morning to say goodbye, and we all stood by each other with hugs, smiles, and tears, just kept each other together. it was nice to have people there. And the funeral was an amazing turn out, it was packed.. she was loved by many people.. lots of kids there, that she went to school with and just people in the community who passed her by every now and again..
The burial took place right behind my grandmothers grave, which i havent been to in a few years.. that was hard too, me and my three cousins went to see it, and broke down because of her too.. it just wasn't and easy day. But she is in a better place now.. probably happier than she would have been with the injuries she recieved, and we know that our grandparents will take care of her.
I got it all out now, and im sorry if you've read this, and probably did not want to hear about death and such.. i just needed a place to get my feelings down.
R.I.P Em, I love you hun. <3
this weekend has been really hard on me.
thursday i found out about my cousins accident, and ever since then things have been strange and out of place.
its really nice to know that i have such a great family though.. everyone was there for my aunt when she needed us, my mom and i went over to clean her house and bring her some paper products and chips and such, and she seemed alright, under the circumstances...
last night was the wake, and i got to see her for the first time since the accident... and i just broke down.. i just didnt seem real until that moment, i guess i just hadnt been able to face the facts until then, She was just too young.
today was hard, real hard, the whole family met in the morning to say goodbye, and we all stood by each other with hugs, smiles, and tears, just kept each other together. it was nice to have people there. And the funeral was an amazing turn out, it was packed.. she was loved by many people.. lots of kids there, that she went to school with and just people in the community who passed her by every now and again..
The burial took place right behind my grandmothers grave, which i havent been to in a few years.. that was hard too, me and my three cousins went to see it, and broke down because of her too.. it just wasn't and easy day. But she is in a better place now.. probably happier than she would have been with the injuries she recieved, and we know that our grandparents will take care of her.
I got it all out now, and im sorry if you've read this, and probably did not want to hear about death and such.. i just needed a place to get my feelings down.
R.I.P Em, I love you hun. <3