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today i ran a 5K (3 mile) race in los angeles.
i did SOOOOOO good!
i ran the WHOLE time.
never stopping ONCE!
and i even got a medal!
it was such a neat race!
we ran down fraternity row for the USC frats.
all the frat guys were outside:
-banging pots and pans
-dancing
-giving the runners beer and shots
it was so funny.
and chingy was there performing.
so funny!!!
"we be chillin at tha holiday iiiiiin"
"i like it when you do that right thurrrr"
the finish line was on the football field...
at the COLISEUM!!!!!!
...where USC plays and where the olympics are held!
it was an amazing experience.
...running through the tunnel
where MANY MANYYY amazing athletes have ran before.
and finishing on the field
with everyone cheering for you.
it was incredible!
i've grown these past few months.
..you know how sometimes you can FEEL it?
i do. i feel older.
i think people underestimate me and how smart i really am.
i know a lot about a LOT of things.
i hate people who THINK they know everything...
when they don't know SHIT!
i REALLY don't CARE about a lot of DUMB things anymore.
...things i would have once cared about.
the things people do and say
don't bother me.
unless it's someone i care about.
when poeple tell me so and so doesn't like me...
i get FLATTERED or i laugh.
i don't know WHY!
i just think that stuff is funny.
today at the race...
i was SOOOOOO tired and out of breath.
i was DYING. i WANTED to stop, sure!
but it was my MIND that kept me going.
i am so mentally strong
that i can control my BODY.
i just kept telling myself NOT to stop.
and i never did.
running is suuuuch a mental sport!
i'm proud of myself!
lately...i've been not wanting to go out as much
and i haven't been drinking,
and I'M HAPPY!
it feels GOOD staying home and doing
PRODUCTIVE things,
rather than going out and drinking.
it's the same thing everytime anyway.
i'm really over going to shows too.
it's weird. i used to go SO much.
i'll only go if it's a band i LOVE.
...especially local shows!
i mean, you can only see the same band so many times.
and the SAME people are there EVERYtime too.
plus, i think i'm a little too old for that crowd now.
i want to start doing different things.
i want to meet NEW people.
experience NEW things.
i guess i'm just TIRED of things.
i want to grow more as a person.
you can't grow if you are always doing the same thing!
i did SOOOOOO good!
i ran the WHOLE time.
never stopping ONCE!
and i even got a medal!
it was such a neat race!
we ran down fraternity row for the USC frats.
all the frat guys were outside:
-banging pots and pans
-dancing
-giving the runners beer and shots
it was so funny.
and chingy was there performing.
so funny!!!
"we be chillin at tha holiday iiiiiin"
"i like it when you do that right thurrrr"
the finish line was on the football field...
at the COLISEUM!!!!!!
...where USC plays and where the olympics are held!
it was an amazing experience.
...running through the tunnel
where MANY MANYYY amazing athletes have ran before.
and finishing on the field
with everyone cheering for you.
it was incredible!
i've grown these past few months.
..you know how sometimes you can FEEL it?
i do. i feel older.
i think people underestimate me and how smart i really am.
i know a lot about a LOT of things.
i hate people who THINK they know everything...
when they don't know SHIT!
i REALLY don't CARE about a lot of DUMB things anymore.
...things i would have once cared about.
the things people do and say
don't bother me.
unless it's someone i care about.
when poeple tell me so and so doesn't like me...
i get FLATTERED or i laugh.
i don't know WHY!
i just think that stuff is funny.
today at the race...
i was SOOOOOO tired and out of breath.
i was DYING. i WANTED to stop, sure!
but it was my MIND that kept me going.
i am so mentally strong
that i can control my BODY.
i just kept telling myself NOT to stop.
and i never did.
running is suuuuch a mental sport!
i'm proud of myself!
lately...i've been not wanting to go out as much
and i haven't been drinking,
and I'M HAPPY!
it feels GOOD staying home and doing
PRODUCTIVE things,
rather than going out and drinking.
it's the same thing everytime anyway.
i'm really over going to shows too.
it's weird. i used to go SO much.
i'll only go if it's a band i LOVE.
...especially local shows!
i mean, you can only see the same band so many times.
and the SAME people are there EVERYtime too.
plus, i think i'm a little too old for that crowd now.
i want to start doing different things.
i want to meet NEW people.
experience NEW things.
i guess i'm just TIRED of things.
i want to grow more as a person.
you can't grow if you are always doing the same thing!