Nov 01, 2005 19:50
Have you ever wanted something you knew you couldnt have? Doesnt matter what it is, or who, even the most miniscule thing. Like quiet in a house with four roomates. Or had the most amazing thing happen to you, then you wake up to realize it was a dream.
I dont know why, but thats all ive felt like recently. The only thing is though, that im not sure what it is that im missing out on. What is it that is making me feel so empty?
Ive tried to fill it in with work, but now im starting to feel this way at work. So I concentrated more on school, but now I cannot concentrate.
I called my mom and she said I needed a party. So she is going to barbeque for me this weekend. Hopefully I will feel better.
Im sorry to have been neglecting all of you recently. Im slowly making my comeback to the internet. Im signing up for less work, and school is almost over.
Ahh well..
luvies..