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wow okay, so on my way home from school i told my plans for this weekend and she wouldne tlet me go out tonight n i flipped shit on her for that one, n just got myself deaper. but jeremy and nick stoped by prob the most thrilling part of the night lame? ohh ya. then she decides not to let me go to the pool party 2 morrow or michigan adventures cuz she doesnt feel safe me being a lone, blah blah blah how embarrsing is that.. im 15 i can handle myself seriously. so preaty much all my plans for this weekend have been cancelled, great,. this is gonan b sweet. fing shoot me... ugh this is all bs. everything is going wrong!! n i cant talk to n e one about it or n e thing ahh I just wanna b n his arms again ... I hate this its so messed up he tells me he likes me more then he ussed to n he still wants to kiss me n he miss'es everything then why the heck r we not together? theres gotta b other reasons. cuz if thats it then I think its rly dumb. I miss him so muchl.I want to acutally hang out with him for more then an hour 2 morrow or something dumb...dumb.....dumb....dumb.....dumb!! im sick of everything it's to much. im going insane. can u hear me scream? ya w.e
Jeremy- I rly wnated u to tonight, n what not I still wanted to talk to u about stuff but i ignored it on the phone cuz i knoe u dont wanna hear it, but i didnt lie cuz i didnt say i promise n what not, do u want to hang out sometime? think about it in tell me please... I have absolutly nothen to do once again this weekend. god I miss u, I love you hunny( I miss sayen that and hearing that) I miss cuddling i miss hugging I miss kissing and everything else I miss seeing u!....