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Ok, so as of right now it seems that I am going to be staying here at my house on Christmas Eve night all by myself. I guess that is ok, except, I will get lonely and scared. I really want to ask Michael’s parents if I can sleep there on Christmas Eve, but I would really hate to impede on their holiday. I hear Michael’s mother has bought me some presents. I am excited. Not to actually get the present, just at the fact that she has gotten them in the first place. That makes me really happy. I hope they like the gift that I got them. Michael told me that they liked candy and that is what I should get them, so that is what I got them. I got them like fifteen dollars worth of yummy candies. Anyway, I don’t want to spend the night at my parent’s house; not only because the Martin’s don’t like when I do that, but because it is a holiday, so it will be very loud and I will not be able to get any sleep. I have to drive my brother to the airport the next morning … Christmas morning. That is another reason I am nervous about asking Michael’s parents if I can spend the night. I will get there at about ten in the evening or maybe later and then I will be leaving at around eight in the morning. That will just be disruptive. I don’t know how to let my parents know that I am not going to spend the night. I told my mom a while back, but she has this way of pretending like things change all of the time. It is so hectic and I will need my sleep. I guess coming back to my house will be the best thing to do. Only, if I do come here I may get scared and not sleep well. Pooie! I need the sleep. I will take Nyquil or something before I go to sleep. That will help a lot. Yes! That is perfect. I will tell my parents that I have been having trouble sleeping and that I really need the sleep that night because I am going to be giving Robert a ride to the airport the next morning. I know that my dad will be like, you can sleep here we will be quite. I will have to face that obstacle when it comes. I am going to hate staying at my house alone on Christmas Eve, but I can’t muster up the strength to ask Michael’s parents if I can stay there and he won’t ask them for me. He seemed concerned as to where I was staying on Christmas Eve when I was with him tonight. That made my hear smile. Unfortunately, I am just going to be here. That is ok, I will have to get over it.
I had fun tonight at Chris’s house. We watch two movies. The first was Evolution, that is a very good movie and I really liked seeing it. The second was Rock-A-Doodle, I like that movie too, but I really didn’t want to watch it tonight. After it was over I guess it wasn’t so bad that we watched it over all. It is a really short movie and I started getting sleepy half way through it, so I wouldn’t have wanted to wait any longer to go home. Also, it ended up being a really fun movie to watch with friends. When we were done watching the movies and it was time for us to all go home, I got scared to take Beth home because it was so dark and I would have had to open and close the gate myself and it makes that scary creaking sound and it is out in the middle of nowhere. I am a pansy, I know. I am sorry Beth, I love you and I for sure would have done it if you had no other way. I love you and I am sorry I am a pansy. I guess it ended up ok though, because Q got to go see Aaron. I wish Jessica were there tonight. I don’t know why she wasn’t. When I went to go see her and give her gift to her, she was babysitting, so I didn’t think to ask her to come along when she was done. She gave me a very nice gift today. It is a Cat Stevens cup and a Cat Stevens coaster! Beth got me a lamp. The lamp is this light purple stripe with white stripes lamp. I love it and I am going to take it to my dorm room with me when I go back. Q gave me this wonderful Cheshire Cat cup. Yes, I already had it, but I really like this one too … plus, she wrote <3 Q on the bottom of it. It is special to me no matter me no matter how much you are worried I don’t like it Q. I really liked all of my gifts this year … so far. I don’t know what the Martins have gotten me, but I do know that tomorrow is Christmas here at the Martin’s house and I am very excited to find out. I just snuck all of my gifts for them down there. They are all asleep … that is something I should look into very soon like, because I have to watch poor Drew tomorrow. He has a very bad illness. He has become so susceptible to other illness as well. They have to keep a close eye on him because on more coughing fit could mean a trip to the hospital.
Sad story for those of you that haven’t hear: Today Drew was very cranky and it was taking a while for Terry and I to make him happy because Laura had left and he really wanted his mommy. So, after a while we finally get him to smile, and I do something that really starts to make him laugh. He starts off laughing really hard and then coughing. I am thinking, well, that is understandable … I cough when I am laughing all of the time. Well, this was pretty severe coughing and then it sounding like he was about to throw up … and then he did throw up, all over Terry. It was really sad, but it is funny now that it is over.
Mr. Drew is very contagious, so I hope I don’t catch anything. Otherwise I will just be here and sick while they are all away. That would suck to the extreme because I am looking forward to my Saturday Christmas dinner with Michael. I hope to actually have his gift finished by then. I am making a big part of it on my own and I really need my mom’s help, but she has trouble actually finding time for me. I guess that is understandable because she pretty much has to do everything herself at the house. I feel bad for her. I went to go clean the house last weekend, but my brothers still had to do their chores, and get some Christmas lights out of the garage. Well, the boys never did do their chores, so it made it really difficult for me to work around it. I ended up doing a few of the chores just because I had to finish what I was doing. They never went up there to get those silly lights. Michael claims that my mother never told him where they were, but I called her and gave my brother the phone and she told him where to find the lights. What a stupid head. That is why I feel sorry for my mom though, because every day is like that for her. My brothers are so freaking lazy.
I am looking forward to my day after Christmas party. I only have two more gifts to buy by the way. I have not yet bought Aaron anything and I am going to get Misty some accessories for her easy bake oven. I don’t think I will end up spending lots of money on that or anything, but I hope they like whatever I do end up getting them. I keep hoping that I will just run across something that screams Aaron, but so far it doesn’t look like that is going to happen. I think Aaron is the kind of guy that is going to like whatever I get him, but that doesn’t mean I want to settle for anything less of something that has his name all over it.
Well, It is almost two thirty in the morning and I should really get to bed. I am going to have to be awake by at the latest eight in the morning. I am glad I wrote all of this down. I don’t know why but writing like this really helps me clear my head and think things through - as you can probably see by the first paragraph, right about where I actually make a decision during the process of writing that paragraph. Well, goodnight friends. I will write again soon. School seems to take all of my writing time away from me. I am expected to write papers and do homework and whatnot there. Oh well, you have me during my break and maybe on a weekend. Goodnight/morning guys and gals, I hope it all works out for me in the end.
-Kel
PS, today was a really nice day and I am glad it has gotten colder. I hope tomorrow is the same.
I had fun tonight at Chris’s house. We watch two movies. The first was Evolution, that is a very good movie and I really liked seeing it. The second was Rock-A-Doodle, I like that movie too, but I really didn’t want to watch it tonight. After it was over I guess it wasn’t so bad that we watched it over all. It is a really short movie and I started getting sleepy half way through it, so I wouldn’t have wanted to wait any longer to go home. Also, it ended up being a really fun movie to watch with friends. When we were done watching the movies and it was time for us to all go home, I got scared to take Beth home because it was so dark and I would have had to open and close the gate myself and it makes that scary creaking sound and it is out in the middle of nowhere. I am a pansy, I know. I am sorry Beth, I love you and I for sure would have done it if you had no other way. I love you and I am sorry I am a pansy. I guess it ended up ok though, because Q got to go see Aaron. I wish Jessica were there tonight. I don’t know why she wasn’t. When I went to go see her and give her gift to her, she was babysitting, so I didn’t think to ask her to come along when she was done. She gave me a very nice gift today. It is a Cat Stevens cup and a Cat Stevens coaster! Beth got me a lamp. The lamp is this light purple stripe with white stripes lamp. I love it and I am going to take it to my dorm room with me when I go back. Q gave me this wonderful Cheshire Cat cup. Yes, I already had it, but I really like this one too … plus, she wrote <3 Q on the bottom of it. It is special to me no matter me no matter how much you are worried I don’t like it Q. I really liked all of my gifts this year … so far. I don’t know what the Martins have gotten me, but I do know that tomorrow is Christmas here at the Martin’s house and I am very excited to find out. I just snuck all of my gifts for them down there. They are all asleep … that is something I should look into very soon like, because I have to watch poor Drew tomorrow. He has a very bad illness. He has become so susceptible to other illness as well. They have to keep a close eye on him because on more coughing fit could mean a trip to the hospital.
Sad story for those of you that haven’t hear: Today Drew was very cranky and it was taking a while for Terry and I to make him happy because Laura had left and he really wanted his mommy. So, after a while we finally get him to smile, and I do something that really starts to make him laugh. He starts off laughing really hard and then coughing. I am thinking, well, that is understandable … I cough when I am laughing all of the time. Well, this was pretty severe coughing and then it sounding like he was about to throw up … and then he did throw up, all over Terry. It was really sad, but it is funny now that it is over.
Mr. Drew is very contagious, so I hope I don’t catch anything. Otherwise I will just be here and sick while they are all away. That would suck to the extreme because I am looking forward to my Saturday Christmas dinner with Michael. I hope to actually have his gift finished by then. I am making a big part of it on my own and I really need my mom’s help, but she has trouble actually finding time for me. I guess that is understandable because she pretty much has to do everything herself at the house. I feel bad for her. I went to go clean the house last weekend, but my brothers still had to do their chores, and get some Christmas lights out of the garage. Well, the boys never did do their chores, so it made it really difficult for me to work around it. I ended up doing a few of the chores just because I had to finish what I was doing. They never went up there to get those silly lights. Michael claims that my mother never told him where they were, but I called her and gave my brother the phone and she told him where to find the lights. What a stupid head. That is why I feel sorry for my mom though, because every day is like that for her. My brothers are so freaking lazy.
I am looking forward to my day after Christmas party. I only have two more gifts to buy by the way. I have not yet bought Aaron anything and I am going to get Misty some accessories for her easy bake oven. I don’t think I will end up spending lots of money on that or anything, but I hope they like whatever I do end up getting them. I keep hoping that I will just run across something that screams Aaron, but so far it doesn’t look like that is going to happen. I think Aaron is the kind of guy that is going to like whatever I get him, but that doesn’t mean I want to settle for anything less of something that has his name all over it.
Well, It is almost two thirty in the morning and I should really get to bed. I am going to have to be awake by at the latest eight in the morning. I am glad I wrote all of this down. I don’t know why but writing like this really helps me clear my head and think things through - as you can probably see by the first paragraph, right about where I actually make a decision during the process of writing that paragraph. Well, goodnight friends. I will write again soon. School seems to take all of my writing time away from me. I am expected to write papers and do homework and whatnot there. Oh well, you have me during my break and maybe on a weekend. Goodnight/morning guys and gals, I hope it all works out for me in the end.
-Kel
PS, today was a really nice day and I am glad it has gotten colder. I hope tomorrow is the same.