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ahhhhhhhhhh
time to breathe. finally. i've been so busy and i am exhausted. i mean, i would rather be busy than doing nothing, but man, i haven't even had much of a life lately. but i guess that's ok, because it seems like almost no one in freeport cares, or at least some of the people that i thought and hoped cared the most. but then you walk past them and they can't do so much as to go out of their way to even have a brief conversation with you. and i'm honestly sick and tired of being the only one who makes the effort, so lately i've basically just stopped. i have a friend who i just want to call and ask "do you even care!??" but that would be pointless, b/c then they would probably say "oh, of course i do erin," and after making me feel better about the situation, once again forget that i even existed. it's ok. i'll be out of here soon enough.
time to breathe. finally. i've been so busy and i am exhausted. i mean, i would rather be busy than doing nothing, but man, i haven't even had much of a life lately. but i guess that's ok, because it seems like almost no one in freeport cares, or at least some of the people that i thought and hoped cared the most. but then you walk past them and they can't do so much as to go out of their way to even have a brief conversation with you. and i'm honestly sick and tired of being the only one who makes the effort, so lately i've basically just stopped. i have a friend who i just want to call and ask "do you even care!??" but that would be pointless, b/c then they would probably say "oh, of course i do erin," and after making me feel better about the situation, once again forget that i even existed. it's ok. i'll be out of here soon enough.