Apr 10, 2005 19:50
James got the balls to talk to me.
But then things got hard so he
ran away from his problems.
I told Den what all went on.
And Brian told me that I should
be very upset with myself.
I do tell Brian everything bc I know
I cant trust him. I tryed to kiss
him and he said "no". I love him for that.
Guy can be real ASSES sumtimes.
But i still love them. I'd be
lost without Brian and Justin,
and even Jason sumtimes.
I have Den tho. I thought I liked
James but I don't. It's just bc I was like
"in love" with him b4 he left
and I never got a chance, so I guess
that's all it was.
I'm not all into the whole
going out thing, but I really like Den.
I don't like what he does sumtimes, but in the end
I like love him. I'm really reget
what I did with JD and James. But I can't
change what I did. And I mean @least I
told him, instead of lieing about it.
Alyssa where were you today?!?!?!?!!!!