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hello.
for the first time in four years
i,
bridget gates,
AM SINGLE!!!!
linkinparkfan291: steve
XxDeFeNsE77xX: hey
linkinparkfan291: hi
linkinparkfan291: steve i really need to tell you something
XxDeFeNsE77xX: u dont have to wait to say it
linkinparkfan291: ok
linkinparkfan291: steve i dont think we are getting anywhere
XxDeFeNsE77xX: how
linkinparkfan291: just
linkinparkfan291: idk
linkinparkfan291: it sucks not seeing you
XxDeFeNsE77xX: sheila said u were going to call me and we weree all going to go to the movees
XxDeFeNsE77xX: on monday
XxDeFeNsE77xX: was that true?
linkinparkfan291: idk im not worried about that right now
XxDeFeNsE77xX: well i thpught that had to do with seeing u
linkinparkfan291: well we didnt, now did me?
linkinparkfan291: *we
XxDeFeNsE77xX: ok
linkinparkfan291: steve its been 2 motnhs since i last saw you. TWO MONTHS!!!!!!! we live in the same town for gods sake. and we havent seen each other for two months. can i be really honest with you?
XxDeFeNsE77xX: yea
linkinparkfan291: we suck at relationships
XxDeFeNsE77xX: couldnt have guessed
XxDeFeNsE77xX: lol
linkinparkfan291: haha
XxDeFeNsE77xX: were barely teenagers wtf do u xpect
XxDeFeNsE77xX: lol
XxDeFeNsE77xX: ::waits 4 long text::
linkinparkfan291: i know... which is why... well... steve... do you think we would be better off as just friends?
linkinparkfan291: ?
XxDeFeNsE77xX: yyy
linkinparkfan291: because
linkinparkfan291: we dont ever see each other. we hardly ever talk. it just... suck, yah know? i dont think its working out. and honestly think about it. do YOU think its working out?
XxDeFeNsE77xX: if u really want to it would be gay to stop u
linkinparkfan291: but steve... i just dont want you to be hurt
XxDeFeNsE77xX: i wont be if ur not
linkinparkfan291: im hurint already but thats ok
linkinparkfan291: *hurtin
linkinparkfan291: so just tell me. are you okay with this
XxDeFeNsE77xX: if u dont really like me any more then i guess so
XxDeFeNsE77xX: if u dont
linkinparkfan291: steve i do like you... but its just nto working out
linkinparkfan291: *not
linkinparkfan291: steve i am going to feel really bad if you still like me
linkinparkfan291: but i just think we would be better off as friends
XxDeFeNsE77xX: i guess...
linkinparkfan291: steve
XxDeFeNsE77xX: yea
linkinparkfan291: i feel bad. but just... it isnt working.
XxDeFeNsE77xX: if ur going to dump me then do it bc its not any fun dragging it out
linkinparkfan291: ok. i am so sorry and i feel really bad. but i just want to be friends.
XxDeFeNsE77xX: then say it
linkinparkfan291: i just did
XxDeFeNsE77xX: ok then bye
linkinparkfan291: ok fine you want it the hard way?
XxDeFeNsE77xX: lol
linkinparkfan291: we're over
XxDeFeNsE77xX: bye
linkinparkfan291: bye. if you ever need to talk call me or im me ok?
XxDeFeNsE77xX: bye ;-)
linkinparkfan291: bye <3
UhOh Heartattack: XxDeFeNsE77xX: its was mostly a lot of dragging it out on her part
linkinparkfan291: man
UhOh Heartattack: i told you you were dragging it out
linkinparkfan291: tell him not to make me feel guilty like that, even though i totally deserve it
UhOh Heartattack: you shouldnt feel guilty
UhOh Heartattack: you did what you wanted to do
marney i love you.
now i can finally go on liking you-know-who in peace. without a guilty conscience.
mkay bye
this feels.... good