Excuses, excuses.
There was a tiny bit more communication between Nick and I, and there could possibly be some more (I havn't decided if I'm going to write him back or not), but yes, I'm not nearly so mad anymore, and therefore my desire to post the entire situation online has greatly diminished. Anyone interested in a follow-up is welcome to ask. In general, I feel like there's nothing else I can do, and devoting any more energy to the situation is a waste of my emotional resources.
In other news, I went out with Val from work last night, and it was totally fun. I like being real friends with people from work, and not just work friends. I mean, I doubt if I stopped working there that we'd still hang out, sort of like Kelley from the law office, but still it makes work more fun when you get to be there with someone you actually enjoy being with and don't mind socializing with outside of work.
In even different news, I like being single, but I miss Chris. The more guys I meet, the more I appreciate how great Chris is and remember why I was attracted to him in the first place. Like, when I'm with someone for a while, I tend to forget the things that made me want to be with them originally. But being forced to meet other people has brought about a lot of comparisons, and yeah, other people are often found lacking. Chris is a good person, and a great kisser. What he lacks in social skills and sense of direction, he makes up for with unprecedented bedroom adeptness and being generally pleasurable to spend time with. That's something I really took for granted, honestly, the fact that he's fun to just be with and even when he says something totally cringe-worthy it's just funny and doesn't make me embarrassed to be with him. In turn, I can say something completely messed up and never feel like he's going to judge me or like me any less for it. He might be coming to visit next weekend, which would be fantastic, it would be like a mini-vacation in Boyfriendland. We can do domestic things, like shopping, and watching movies naked in my room, and make slime for the Halloween party. Haha we actually have made slime together before, just for fun, it wasn't even close to Halloween. We're just that cool.
Anyway... this is sort of a pointless entry. I get paid tomorrow. It will be glorious.
In other news, I went out with Val from work last night, and it was totally fun. I like being real friends with people from work, and not just work friends. I mean, I doubt if I stopped working there that we'd still hang out, sort of like Kelley from the law office, but still it makes work more fun when you get to be there with someone you actually enjoy being with and don't mind socializing with outside of work.
In even different news, I like being single, but I miss Chris. The more guys I meet, the more I appreciate how great Chris is and remember why I was attracted to him in the first place. Like, when I'm with someone for a while, I tend to forget the things that made me want to be with them originally. But being forced to meet other people has brought about a lot of comparisons, and yeah, other people are often found lacking. Chris is a good person, and a great kisser. What he lacks in social skills and sense of direction, he makes up for with unprecedented bedroom adeptness and being generally pleasurable to spend time with. That's something I really took for granted, honestly, the fact that he's fun to just be with and even when he says something totally cringe-worthy it's just funny and doesn't make me embarrassed to be with him. In turn, I can say something completely messed up and never feel like he's going to judge me or like me any less for it. He might be coming to visit next weekend, which would be fantastic, it would be like a mini-vacation in Boyfriendland. We can do domestic things, like shopping, and watching movies naked in my room, and make slime for the Halloween party. Haha we actually have made slime together before, just for fun, it wasn't even close to Halloween. We're just that cool.
Anyway... this is sort of a pointless entry. I get paid tomorrow. It will be glorious.