point of no return

[danceswithvodka]

I've reached my breaking point.. I dont give a crap about a lot of things at the moment especially who says what to whom and when they said it. I am a genunine person.. I dont need to speak crap about people to make myself look better~they only make themselves look worse.

I know who my friends are. I will never make anyone choose to be my friend if they are not wanting to be. I don't ever want that. I just want to be around people who i love and who love me..
I am so fed up and so far beyond my breaking point that i just dont give a crap anymore.

I went to a counceling session with someone different today.. I had my first session ever with him 6 months ago, but hadnt seen him since. He made me realize that so many things in life are out of my control.. and that is the reason that i have had trouble letting go of it.
I dont have control over what my ex says about me or who he says it to
I dont have control over what others will think about me..

And

I dont have control over anyone else but myself.. And eventhough i know these things already.. It was nice to be reminded of them and be shaken back into reality.

I'm good enough
I'm smart enough
and gosh darn it people like me..

And if you dont.. I dont really care..

exit old attitude and in with new attitude!
~end~