Oct 20, 2005 00:09
I hate people who lie. I really shouldnt talk, because i lie sometimes too.. i guess i hate myself as well.. I only lie out of necessity.. so there!
I hate it when people say they will do something with you and then dont. I imagine i have done this in the past, so if i am being a hypocrite at the moment, dont mention that.. i just need to vent. I understand that i am not always the shinning light that a lot of you need or want.. but i deserve some respect. I do not deserve people saying that they will meet me, or see me and then not bothering to call me or let me know that it isnt going to happen.
I am not going to put out the effort for people who continue to do this..
I am not going to "Melissa AKA pee-on" anymore..I gave at the office. You can go screw yourselves.. I've had it.
I have realized that other than a few close friends, my mom and my sister, no one is as they seem. My cousins are selfish, inconsiderate boobs that do not deserve to be in my family. My mother almost dies this summer and they worry about fucking wedding photos. Then they criticize my photos.. and me!
People are now going to see raging Melissa.. she is slightly more paranoid, more edgy and does not put up with ANY- and i mean ANY- crap. Course i also helps that i am sick right now, so i can get a way with a lot more.. or i think i can anyway..
I'm just so mad! I cant believe i am related to those people..
I wont be having any kind of Christmas b/c my stupid wants to cook for everyone, which is normally a nice thing, but he is so cheap that my mom, sis and i wont be invited because we arent immediate family! He can kiss mine.. He was all mad b/c he had to pay me $112 for photographs that i took for his wedding. i could have been a real bitch and charged him $2000 like my other friend had to pay.. and her uncle was doing all the photography and she couldnt have her own CD of the wedding!
And then there is my other cousin who is so full of herself that she thinks she will make it big on covertoons with a bunch of other people who were voted out of LAngley Idol.. come on.. She can sing.. but she is a showoff.. take away her back up music and she sings off key.. she would be better acting then singing.. she is dramatic..
I'm pissed.. im sorry.. i love my family dearly.. but their selfish, inconsiderate attitudes made me mad..
Had to vent before bed..
~end rant~