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This is just going to be a whole long rampage. You don't have to read it. But how come is it that I am always single. And it really bothers me, but I had been handling it. But right now, at this point in my life I cannot think of one friend of mine who is single. Or if they are single they want to be single. It's probably the most annoying thing I ever experienced in my life. Everyone, EVERY FUCKING ONE has someone. I am so sick of being alone it's not even funny. Don't try to comfort me because you have no idea. You have nooooo idea. You haven't been single as long as me, GARUNTEED. I've had "flings" which are better than nothing I guess, but I want security. And don't tell me to wait until college blah blah blah because no I can't. I cannot handle being lonely anymore, but I don't want to be desperate either. Pretty much anything anyone ever said to me to ''comfort'' me is shot to hell right now. Fuck every boy I ever met.