Sunday Ass
I woke up from a nap a little while ago and feel like absolute ASS. My allergies are awful, I feel so depressed today and I am dehydrated. I have been exercising. Too much sweating and caffeine....not enough water. I hate days like today. Everything seems so bleek(sp?) right now. But, I am about to force myself to workout soon, damn it. Part of me feels like trying to go to bed for the night and it is only 7:15, but I know I won't be able to sleep. Time to pump up the jam and get my lazy ass moving and release some endorphins. I will just be sure to drink plenty of water. Motivate me, Missy Misdemeanah Elliot. I'm trying very hard to be motivated right now and not wallow in misery and throw a pity party. Fuck that. I smoke when I'm depressed and I think my nicotine patch may have been giving me chest pains, so I am going on willpower alone now. Ugh. I refuse to touch a cigarette though. I am trying to be positive. It's going to be a great week! I don't really believe that, but it doesn't hurt to try to think it.