dying/drowning
I occasionally have this dream where me and baby are drowny, I can't keep both our heads abovethe water. Instictively I keep poking my head out of the water; I have to. But then baby goes under. It's hell going back and forth like that. Trying to keep us both alive. The whole time I keep hoping he is still breathing an dmaking it. I can't remember why we are not being saved.