Nov 14, 2005 22:12
Man.
So, update on me old life. Started Newspaper. Eek. People in there suck. I started dating Mitch. It started out so...Jr. High like. But it was cute.
I sometimes hate dating though. It's wonderful, this isn't an indirect attack at someone, let alone Mitch, because I do really like the kid. I'm just saying...I feel like the general of an army when I date a guy, you know? Like, I have to plan my stradegy. What his weakness' are, what will make him think I'm intelligent, what I can and can't say. It's frustrating. I feel like I need a manual to dating, because I feel like I suck at it, and he deserves better then someone like...me.
I miss Stefan. Alot.