Jan 04, 2010 22:35
I am at a loss. I am torn between making money, hesitation, jealousy, and drive....
Such a destructive stand-stilling predicament. I soooo hate when i see pictures of people succeeding in my dream. Its so annoying cause it should be me... but i know i dont do anything to get there. I dont know what or how i should i approach the situation. I need money to pay for school so i need to work. But i dont want to work in a career where i will become ambitious about climbing the corporate ladder and loose sight of my ultimate goal.
But if i dont aim big in that ladder i wont make the money i need. UGH... all i want to do is open my business and dedicate my life to that.
I wonder how it would be like to take an art class.... i feel like i need to diversify my skills.
well i all i have is time to figure this whole things of being an adult