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im really am considering dropping out of school. i cant take all this stupid pressure of capstone and and my other work. i freeking hate that i procrastinate all the time. but i cant help that either. i just have no motivation to do anything school related unless its like decorating a posterboard. and yea so that freeeking sucks too. and yea i've decided to be a teacher. welll not really decide but it is a possibility again. i relized that id rather have summers off and yea everyone in my family basically went to RIC and i dont want to but money wise... its the best option. and idk. i guess this is one thing i hate about vacation. i have too much time to think about all this crap. i hate life. i enjoyed being ages 1-12. too me those were the easy days. and i just hate my life and what it is about.
and i hate this freeking keyboard lianne got dad. its a piece of shit. and cant type.
and i hate this house. its so fucking disgusting. i cant freaking take it. i was so close to telling my dad all of that today but i didnt. id rather not go through all that.
and i hate my mom in my room all the time now. my room was where i could relax and such and not hear my mom bitch and moan. now because of those stupid games shes in there alll the time. and i hate her nagging and bipolarness. its fucking ridiculus.
i cant wait to leave rhode island. and move away from all of this shit.
and i hate this freeking keyboard lianne got dad. its a piece of shit. and cant type.
and i hate this house. its so fucking disgusting. i cant freaking take it. i was so close to telling my dad all of that today but i didnt. id rather not go through all that.
and i hate my mom in my room all the time now. my room was where i could relax and such and not hear my mom bitch and moan. now because of those stupid games shes in there alll the time. and i hate her nagging and bipolarness. its fucking ridiculus.
i cant wait to leave rhode island. and move away from all of this shit.