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college will be wonderful. i am so excited for friday. i am so ready. when i moved here i told my self three years here and ill move on. and here i am three years later finally going off. its strange though, i wasn't expecting to miss anything. but i find myself realizing how much i have made for myself living in this place. how many people i have met. how many people have effected my life and all the experiences that have made me who i am right now. and to think that i always told my self that none of these people were worth my time and that every inch of this strange town was worthless trash was mostly correct but i guess you can find some interesting things in garbage. thats a pretty fucked up way to look at it but whatever. i don't know its a strange feeling but i feel ready and prepared for this next stage of my life. damn though. ive been trying to clean my room but it just looks even messier. so much is happening and its so exciting. my sister is moving back up to new jersey. im going to college. all my friends are going to college. i feel like i can start over again. i feel like ill be a pro at it i just want to do it already. i got my housing information my schedule for both summer and fall. and ive met people already where i know ill be accepted and know ill be able to have a good time with.
blah fuck live journal im too stoned for this
blah fuck live journal im too stoned for this