bhghshellivits
soo..i saw a commercial for flowers.com and i realized how annoying it can be to be single and like in a rut. and yeah i was like talking to liz today about her relationships vs. mine...not like they are even remotly simmilar and i know that i shouldnt base all my happiness on things like guys and stuff and i dont but let me tell u it is the most annoying thing for like all your friends to tell u that u are this amazing beautiful person but (ugh i feel so stupid/desperate/greedy and selfish) like i feel that with my un-successfullness as far as guys are concerned it just shows that what they are saying is just because they have to or they feel that its necesarry. and i know that my friends wouldnt do that but it honestly seems like such a waste of time to beleive them. soo anyways that was my huge self pittying whinny obnoctious complainging...so now that thats over i think im gonna go watch the rest of american idol slash go to bed. see u later.