Dec 23, 2004 22:05
whatEV!!! that's all i have to say.
Well, been working and shopping--last minute stuff. Brycie's surprise party is tonite but I can't go until after I work grrr. Playing phone tag with Todd as usual-I hope he's okay. Tried to hang out with Megan instead of going to the Buzz cuz she didn't want to go...she was in a "biting" mood HAHAHAHAHA omg Megan. To be so irritated that you want to bite is pretty bad..but she said she wanted to KiSS me so I guess I'm still on the BF list lol oh man, I laughed and laughed!! not many peeps say the buzz is that great but I still wanted to go. :-(
Maddi is 14 tomorrow...wOOt!! being 14 and 15 is gay. I have no use for being this age and either does anyone else. Its like, you're 15? oh you're too young for anything good or worthwhile...maybe when you're older sweetie. The only thing I've snuck in my life "early" is a job. ya, even tho you're JUST 15 you can work for us for a sucky wage. so yeah, all else...the older and wiser remind me at every turn that I'm still young. GAY. Joseph Smith was ONLY 14!!! so there!!! all I'm saying is I know what I want, and I don't have that "i might be missin out attitude"
so I fasted yesterday. some things are so important they need that extra ummph!!
and uhh, I feel kinda on the verge of tears lately...suddenly sensitive.
Its fun to sleep by the Christmas tree under the lights...I just need someone to cuddle with under there!!!
wow...3 random thoughts. ---> I need sleep!!