Buried under a pile of notes: Part Tres
A lot has happened over the past weekend.
The graph above represents my motivation level from Tuesday through Sunday last week. From Tuesday to Friday things were going well. Then came Friday evening/Saturday morning when my motivation level started to take a dive and by Sunday I was pretty much lacking motivation.
What happened yesterday (well this morning) came as a great blow for me, so I decided I wasn't gonna be on the computer from this week onwards (other than checking mails/updating LJ). For the most part, to stay away from the message boards/IM and all that ish.
Stop asking me why others can do well in their studies but not me. The answer is simple, I'm not as academically inclined as they are, kthx.
I don't want to compare you to others, but... [there it goes again]
I'm sick and tired of hearing all this. I am sick and tired of having to do things because people want me to. I have my own goals and aspirations, and I want to achieve them for myself and no one else. This is my life, I live it the way I want to.
It's hard (expecting updates/media from the Westlake show on the 19th, and I can't wait to hear from Kateland about tour/meeting DC) but I gotta strive on, and I will. Today was an 'okay' day. I managed to stay away from the computer until now, so that's a good start. Striving on...
Well, I finally got my 'current faves' playlist back on the iPod, so this will help to keep me away from the computer (until I need to get it charged again).
Oh geez, here comes the rain again.
Cheers, and always stay positive! :)
Countdown to the exams: 2 days
xoxo