Happiness
Ah, although there is so much going on right now, I am so content with my life. I got my prom dress yesterday, the final one...I got one the day before, but then decided I didn't like it so I took it back...mommmy's always right. Haha. It's gorgeous...Michael will die (almost, can't go to prom w/ a dead date) when he sees me...or so I hope. He wants to ask his ex back out...I'll make him forget about her :). Yea right...only in my dreams. But a girl can dream. That's what life is made up of...dreams that come true, whether fate or you made them happen. That's what keeps me going-knowing that there is something great for me in the future. I just have to be patient and make good decisions. Okay, just had a little floaty moment there...haha.
I went to Moes on Sunday to pick up my schedule for this week, and Michael was working...(yea, I went to get my schedule, not to see Michael. Seriously...haha. Yea I'm lying, I could have called to get my schedule:)) Anyways, I was wearing normal clothes and my hair was down, and the 2 girls that were also working didn't recognize me. Tina had to tell one girl that it was me...haha. But Michael knew who I was and he didn't really talk to me as much as he usually does. I'm not really sure how to interpret that. He wasn't in a bad mood or anything, but it took him a little bit to warm up to me. Oh well, it was funny. And he's so cute. His inner beauty makes him GORGEOUS...the whole "one's inner self makes one beautiful, not the outside appearance" has new meaning to me. I should probably stop talking about him cause I'll jinx everything like I always do.
I'm starting to get really sad about moving and going to college. I'm never going to see any of my friends and I'm going to have to quit my awesome job soon. I probably won't get to dance at Kristin's studio or even teach anywhere. I'm scared about what next year is going to be like, but I have faith that God knows what He's doing and that what's meant to happen will happen and my life will unfold as He has planned. Haha, and I'm only moving an hour away...what would I do if I moved to another state? Gee Golly I don't think I would survive. I'd be so sad. I'd miss my bestest friend Lori! :). And everyone else of course!
Kristin's new studio is awesome...it's like I'm a professional dancer or something...I feel so special in there! It's so pretty! And I went up to Kensey's studio today to learn a dance that I'm doing with her for her recital on pointe. It's going to be so much fun. She's so sweet to always think of me. Her and her family are like my 2nd family. I wish her the best of luck and hopefully my studio will be just as successful as hers is!
I think I'm beginning to see that I get extremely attached to things. I went to the orthodontist today to get my retainers fixed, and I haven't been in 2 months or so...they're trying to ween me off...haha. But I miss them so much. Dr. Harless is the coolest. Maybe it just takes me so long to be myself when I meet new people, so when I've known people for a while, I get really comfortable and I feel like my life has stability. At Moes I've just started finally being myself, talking to everyone...but everyone was quiet like me those first couple of weeks. Now it's so much fun, goofin around with everyone. AH...THE BEAUTY OF IT ALL.
I went to Moes on Sunday to pick up my schedule for this week, and Michael was working...(yea, I went to get my schedule, not to see Michael. Seriously...haha. Yea I'm lying, I could have called to get my schedule:)) Anyways, I was wearing normal clothes and my hair was down, and the 2 girls that were also working didn't recognize me. Tina had to tell one girl that it was me...haha. But Michael knew who I was and he didn't really talk to me as much as he usually does. I'm not really sure how to interpret that. He wasn't in a bad mood or anything, but it took him a little bit to warm up to me. Oh well, it was funny. And he's so cute. His inner beauty makes him GORGEOUS...the whole "one's inner self makes one beautiful, not the outside appearance" has new meaning to me. I should probably stop talking about him cause I'll jinx everything like I always do.
I'm starting to get really sad about moving and going to college. I'm never going to see any of my friends and I'm going to have to quit my awesome job soon. I probably won't get to dance at Kristin's studio or even teach anywhere. I'm scared about what next year is going to be like, but I have faith that God knows what He's doing and that what's meant to happen will happen and my life will unfold as He has planned. Haha, and I'm only moving an hour away...what would I do if I moved to another state? Gee Golly I don't think I would survive. I'd be so sad. I'd miss my bestest friend Lori! :). And everyone else of course!
Kristin's new studio is awesome...it's like I'm a professional dancer or something...I feel so special in there! It's so pretty! And I went up to Kensey's studio today to learn a dance that I'm doing with her for her recital on pointe. It's going to be so much fun. She's so sweet to always think of me. Her and her family are like my 2nd family. I wish her the best of luck and hopefully my studio will be just as successful as hers is!
I think I'm beginning to see that I get extremely attached to things. I went to the orthodontist today to get my retainers fixed, and I haven't been in 2 months or so...they're trying to ween me off...haha. But I miss them so much. Dr. Harless is the coolest. Maybe it just takes me so long to be myself when I meet new people, so when I've known people for a while, I get really comfortable and I feel like my life has stability. At Moes I've just started finally being myself, talking to everyone...but everyone was quiet like me those first couple of weeks. Now it's so much fun, goofin around with everyone. AH...THE BEAUTY OF IT ALL.