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blah working this much sucks. im at work right now being a rebel and taking a break from being a secretary while my mom is in a meeting. i worked 8 30 to 5 30 yesterday and im continuing that today and friday. it kinda sucks. but it might help me realize if business is something i want to study in college since i suck and i have no idea what i want to do with my life in the future. i can't believe im a senior. A SENIOR. i've decided i wanna go back to like 5th grade and start all over. just try to make some better choices and work harder. too bad that will never happen. sigh o well. only six more days till im ungrounded. i wouldn't say being grounded is torture cuz one of the rules is i can hang out with my mom and do whatever i just can't drive or see my friends. so me and my mom saw 4 diff. movies last week. it was crazy. i think we're addicted. and i'll get a massive paycheck from working this week so thats good too. especially since i have to pay for half of my cancun trip in november and all of my clubbing fees. but its worth it. of course by then, i doubt i'll be all that excited about it but right now im just sick of being grounded so anything looks better than this. sigh. i really miss hanging out with my friends from church. and me and lindsay and courtney haven't hung out at all this summer and i was really planning on that since we live so close to eachother. we'll have to change that. esp. since Eurotrip OH FIVE is less than a month away. im really nervous. i hope i dont get lost. wah. lets see what else is there to talk about. VBS is next week so that should be fun cuz im working with the five year olds and im doing music which means i get to teach them songs and motions and stuff and thats really fun. then after that....BEACH CAMP 05!!!!!! im so excited. i <3 beach camp. its my favorite part of the summer. apparently i have all these orders i have to fill and bring my girls some of my new clothes so we can look hawwttttttt for all the boys from laurens, mauldin, and where ever else. hehe. we're so dumb. anywayz...i think i have slacked off enough on my work for now. comment if you wish....cuz i wish you would!!! <33333