Verbal Pepto Bismol
In reference to the subject...does anyone have some? Because the vomit continues...HAHA only 4 hours later here I am having done it twice again. Fabulous.
In one instance my victim thankfully is a wonderful, understanding human being. Thank goodness for friends
Unfortunately the other was my ahem...bosses at work. SHIT. I didnt mean to freak, but I had two people reading the email I was writing, and asking who it was to...I freaked. I dont like people reading my emails. I dont like having my neck breathed on. Today especially I am touchy about this. I even took break in my car because I felt like I was totally sick of dealing with people. Thats how my job goes. You deal with so many stupid people in a day that by the time break rolls around, you sometimes just need to get the hell out. So tonight, I hope I can just get the hell out. Somehow I will. Jen invited me out and I think thats what Im going to do now. I just need a costume. EVERY damn Halloween I need a costume within a few hours of going out. lol and i love it. Its part of the fun.
So im going to go ahead and say that yeah...I need to do this more often. Today its like my LJ saved my life. I keep forgetting that I dont have an outlet half the time. Dancing used to be my major outlet. No matter what, dancing can make me feel amazing. No matter how bad things get, as long as I can dance I will make it through. I miss my dance classes horribly. Salsa and Swing have been great thus far, but its not as easy to just break out and let all your emotion through in those kind of classes. I miss feeling the music in every fiber of my body, and making all my emotions real by movement. I am hoping that I can make it into a class next year. Maybe if/when I get a raise from work, it will be enough.
ANYWAYS
If you are reading this on your friends page and havent seen my new layout/colors...GO SEE IT! Its gorgeous.
And if I make another entry today...its going to be a freaking record!
In one instance my victim thankfully is a wonderful, understanding human being. Thank goodness for friends
Unfortunately the other was my ahem...bosses at work. SHIT. I didnt mean to freak, but I had two people reading the email I was writing, and asking who it was to...I freaked. I dont like people reading my emails. I dont like having my neck breathed on. Today especially I am touchy about this. I even took break in my car because I felt like I was totally sick of dealing with people. Thats how my job goes. You deal with so many stupid people in a day that by the time break rolls around, you sometimes just need to get the hell out. So tonight, I hope I can just get the hell out. Somehow I will. Jen invited me out and I think thats what Im going to do now. I just need a costume. EVERY damn Halloween I need a costume within a few hours of going out. lol and i love it. Its part of the fun.
So im going to go ahead and say that yeah...I need to do this more often. Today its like my LJ saved my life. I keep forgetting that I dont have an outlet half the time. Dancing used to be my major outlet. No matter what, dancing can make me feel amazing. No matter how bad things get, as long as I can dance I will make it through. I miss my dance classes horribly. Salsa and Swing have been great thus far, but its not as easy to just break out and let all your emotion through in those kind of classes. I miss feeling the music in every fiber of my body, and making all my emotions real by movement. I am hoping that I can make it into a class next year. Maybe if/when I get a raise from work, it will be enough.
ANYWAYS
If you are reading this on your friends page and havent seen my new layout/colors...GO SEE IT! Its gorgeous.
And if I make another entry today...its going to be a freaking record!