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Everything is so so so very confusing, and hurtful... and a MESS. my life has ALWAYS been a complete mess, but it hasn't really bothered me much before... I... o fuck it.... I really feel very awful... o. poo. these mood swings are REALLY getting to me... :( and i feel so LONELY. I'm trying unsuccessfully to write in cursive... and stuffing myself with pizza... and I'm just so FAT right now... :( I really need to LOOSE WEIGHT and so much of it, so quickly... urg. been a verry horible term, so far... :( CHEESUS!! feck... urg urg urg. I want to hurt something small and furry now... -_-
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