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why I'm always the person no one wants to hang out with, every one seems to have something fun and exciting to do always. except for me. An usually if i am with people, i am the last person they think of inviting. thast resort. people might say that i just don't understand my friends.....that is..........if i have any...........is it because im different than other people...am i really that bad of a person.........whenever i do something bad i try to fix it....why does this happen though.....everything i know has been falling apart,,,now of all times, when im moving soon, i cant handle of all this but it seems that i have no choice or say in the matter....maybe thats it. the fact that im leaving. people want deattach themselves before the news comes and if they actually cared they wont be hurt.if they cared...........i dont know anymore....why am i still here. i should have left ages ago. no one likes me ..i dont think my family does....sometimes....most of the time taking my life away seems to be the answer......