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I messed up...
I really messed up.
The worst part is the fact that I've known this person for ever and they are mad enough that it will destroy everything we have......
It's all I've been able to think about lately.
I just wish I could take it back and wish that time could rewind itself a week back................when all the troubles started...
I just wish that they would let me apologize........they probably don't even want to know I exist.
They probably will either never speak to me again or not trust me again..........but if those are the options, i rather not speak to them because i find that trust is more important than just about anything, .......even though I broke that person's trust and crumbled it into little pieces without even realizing what i was doing...............
Im just so sorry about what i did to them , it wasnt something for me to say and i did it without thinking.
i think im just going to stop talking that way this never happens again ..........with anyone.
i really screwed up and this time i don't know how to fix it.
I really messed up.
The worst part is the fact that I've known this person for ever and they are mad enough that it will destroy everything we have......
It's all I've been able to think about lately.
I just wish I could take it back and wish that time could rewind itself a week back................when all the troubles started...
I just wish that they would let me apologize........they probably don't even want to know I exist.
They probably will either never speak to me again or not trust me again..........but if those are the options, i rather not speak to them because i find that trust is more important than just about anything, .......even though I broke that person's trust and crumbled it into little pieces without even realizing what i was doing...............
Im just so sorry about what i did to them , it wasnt something for me to say and i did it without thinking.
i think im just going to stop talking that way this never happens again ..........with anyone.
i really screwed up and this time i don't know how to fix it.