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I love my dad and all but he is driving me crazy. Hes always saying "you eat too much", "dont stick your gut out", "you need to work out more", "you keep eating and youre going to blow up like a blimp", etc, etc. Its getting so freaking old and makes me really mad. And now its effecting other things... like earlier I went shopping (and normally shopping is one of the few things that can make me feel happy no matter what) but everytime I would go to try something on I felt so disgusted by how everything was fitting my body and how I looked in the mirror. I ended up not even buying anything. I dont really know why I am writting about this in here but I really really needed to get this off my chest... I'm so ready to be back in Tallahassee.