Chairty's entry #6 I think
Dear Journal November-04-2013
Today I went out to eat with my boyfriend. It was great , everything around me was Mexican, the food, the music, the seats, the decorations, everything. It was a really nice experience. I’m sitting at the table and we order our drinks. And were munchin on chips.
“So I hope you like the fact that I took you to a Mexican resturuant.”
“Yes, I do. I haven’t had Mexican in a long time.” I replied
“You know, I like the idea that we are boyfriend and girlfriend.” One hand was sitting on his black pants and the other was eating a chip. As he slowly dipped it into the green sauce, he took the chip to his mouth and ate.
“Yeah, I do too, but I feel sorry for you and Ashira.”
“Yeah, I’ll see her again one day.” He took another bite.
I had taken a bite of a chip, while enjoying the music in the background.
‘You know, I have always wanted to learn Spanish.”
“I think you should go for it. You could get a Mexican job when you are older.”
He replied
“Yeah. I could work here.” I said, tapping my feet to the music.
“I don’t understand the words, but I like the music.” I responded
My hazel eyes stared at him, with the sense that something wasn’t right. Something inside me told me that this was wrong, and I wasn’t sure what, but I kept going on with it.
I felt like I didn’t deserve him, only Ashira, and what I was doing, was a selfish act, only because I have always wanted him. It was like a dream come true. And I know that God likes when dreams come true. It’s the best thing that could happen to someone. My heart was racing and my adrenaline went up. I’m not sure why, but this happens every time I talk to him. Maybe Iam in love, maybe not. I don’t know. I don’t understand these feelings. Maybe I too should wait. But I don’t know. I hope everything goes great between the both of us. This is what happens when you’re only 15 and you don’t know if you should start dating or not.
“When is the meal coming?” He asked
I stared at his face, his glaces were leaning on his eyes, and his brown hair was standing up on his head, like spikes and his black suit was on with a tie.
He seemed a little over dressed, but I guess he just wanted to look nice just for me.
“What did you order? I forgot.” I asked
“I ordered, Enchiladas , Rice and Beans.” He said
“Oh, same here.” I responded while putting my hands in my lap, they were sitting on my silver sparkly dress. I guess I too was a little over dressed, but I didn’t know we were going to a Mexican resturuant.
“We probably look like rich folks.’ I laughed
“I think so too.” He said
If you look around, everyone had on tshirts and jeans. What we should of worn.
“I’m hoping it comes soon, because I’m getting full off of these chips.’ I said
“How are you full off of these Chips.” He asked Like he didn’t believe me for a moment.
“It was made out of dough. Unlike the other chips you buy in the store.” I responded
“Oh yeah. No wonder why they taste so good.” He said. I laughed
“Yeah.” I moved my blonde hair behind my left ear
Today I went out to eat with my boyfriend. It was great , everything around me was Mexican, the food, the music, the seats, the decorations, everything. It was a really nice experience. I’m sitting at the table and we order our drinks. And were munchin on chips.
“So I hope you like the fact that I took you to a Mexican resturuant.”
“Yes, I do. I haven’t had Mexican in a long time.” I replied
“You know, I like the idea that we are boyfriend and girlfriend.” One hand was sitting on his black pants and the other was eating a chip. As he slowly dipped it into the green sauce, he took the chip to his mouth and ate.
“Yeah, I do too, but I feel sorry for you and Ashira.”
“Yeah, I’ll see her again one day.” He took another bite.
I had taken a bite of a chip, while enjoying the music in the background.
‘You know, I have always wanted to learn Spanish.”
“I think you should go for it. You could get a Mexican job when you are older.”
He replied
“Yeah. I could work here.” I said, tapping my feet to the music.
“I don’t understand the words, but I like the music.” I responded
My hazel eyes stared at him, with the sense that something wasn’t right. Something inside me told me that this was wrong, and I wasn’t sure what, but I kept going on with it.
I felt like I didn’t deserve him, only Ashira, and what I was doing, was a selfish act, only because I have always wanted him. It was like a dream come true. And I know that God likes when dreams come true. It’s the best thing that could happen to someone. My heart was racing and my adrenaline went up. I’m not sure why, but this happens every time I talk to him. Maybe Iam in love, maybe not. I don’t know. I don’t understand these feelings. Maybe I too should wait. But I don’t know. I hope everything goes great between the both of us. This is what happens when you’re only 15 and you don’t know if you should start dating or not.
“When is the meal coming?” He asked
I stared at his face, his glaces were leaning on his eyes, and his brown hair was standing up on his head, like spikes and his black suit was on with a tie.
He seemed a little over dressed, but I guess he just wanted to look nice just for me.
“What did you order? I forgot.” I asked
“I ordered, Enchiladas , Rice and Beans.” He said
“Oh, same here.” I responded while putting my hands in my lap, they were sitting on my silver sparkly dress. I guess I too was a little over dressed, but I didn’t know we were going to a Mexican resturuant.
“We probably look like rich folks.’ I laughed
“I think so too.” He said
If you look around, everyone had on tshirts and jeans. What we should of worn.
“I’m hoping it comes soon, because I’m getting full off of these chips.’ I said
“How are you full off of these Chips.” He asked Like he didn’t believe me for a moment.
“It was made out of dough. Unlike the other chips you buy in the store.” I responded
“Oh yeah. No wonder why they taste so good.” He said. I laughed
“Yeah.” I moved my blonde hair behind my left ear