Jan 05, 2013 11:48
How do you fight him? I feel like it's too late to do anything becuase the passover spirit gets to me. It's like I will feel like doing something and then all the sudden I'm lazy and can't get up. All I want to do is lay there in bed, like I go to bed and can't move. I can't get up and there is nothing I can do about it. But I feel God trying to encourage me at the same time. It's annoying how I can't get up and then God might think that I'm not trusting him, not that I don't. I just want to see my dreams come true and I'm having a hard time doing what he says to do. I wish I wasn't stuck like this. Anyways. I think I'm going to post this in the Christian forums.