Feb 13, 2005 16:37
well my weekend has been better than most even tho i didnt see anyone. I went to cincinnati on friday and went out to a nice dinner with my daddy. i love talking to him cuz we really are so much alike in our personalities and he supports me so much in everything i do. so then i went to bed at like 10 and woke up the next mornin to go to the University of Cincinnati. i had to do this scholarship competition that we decided was a bunch of crap cuz its stupid but whatever. So i was sitting in this huge room with thousands of people and this guy was tlaking and my sister called. She was like well u might be kinda mad cuz mom opened ur mail but im just calling to let u know u got a full ride to u of m. thats right a FULL RIDE TO U OF M!!! i dont really know if im gonna go there but the fact that i got it is so freaking sweet. it depends how much cinci offers me cuz they have a kick ass dance team that i really wanna be on. i also got my pimp tassel...if u wanna see it itll be in my car!
So it really pisses me off whenever i talk to someone about possibly going to Cincinnati and the first thing they say is something about connor going there too. i luv connor hes been one of my good friends forever and yea its cool that if i do go there ill know someone there. but let me just say i would go there either way even if he wasnt! and it just makes me mad that everyone has to make my future about him. why cant my decision to go there be about what i fucking want and the fucking sweet dance team they have there! i just dont understand why people have to put me and my wants down. the funny thing tho is that i dont think some people even realize it...thats how inconsiderate people can be.
Well im off to write my research paper and then celebrate my uncles birthday...
this entry might be a lil bitchy but its better than the other depressed ones i wrote...even if im not much better ill try and write about the better parts of my days.