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I have no idea what I am doing anymore. two boys, I'm playing with other peoples emotions. I have become what I wanted, the girl who gets the guy just to fuck with them. It's not fair. I love him. He loves me. I want him. He wants me. I won't fall in love, I fell in love. Fuck. This is so pointless. It's not fair. To me. To him. To them. They are a them now. United in my breaking of them.
"I was hurt before."
"So you took it out on me?"
"I don't know how to love you."
"I've been trying to teach you. For three months I tried. I'm not happy."
"I don't want you to just be here I want you to love me."
....this sucks
ps) on the bright side i decided to go down the shore after prom
"I was hurt before."
"So you took it out on me?"
"I don't know how to love you."
"I've been trying to teach you. For three months I tried. I'm not happy."
"I don't want you to just be here I want you to love me."
....this sucks
ps) on the bright side i decided to go down the shore after prom