so much for all the promises you made
feeling sad yet kinda hyper at the same time
i wrote a new poem but i dont wanna put it in here i dont think becuz its fully about someone and you can tell so i'd rather not post it
hmm meredith slept over last night
note to self: NEVER drink anything with a worm in it and ALWAYS make sure u look to see whats in it 1st
i dont think ive ever had anythign so bad in my whole entire life it was awful and i did a whole shot of it i almost barfed
hehehe wow meredith soo much i can say but u never know who reads these thingies anymore so my lips are sealed ;)
im wondering how i feel about something like wheh u learn a whole fucking relationship was a lie and they NEVER meant any of the things they said all those i love yous your the best your amazing-they were just lies to keep you from getting mad-but i would have never gotten mad maybe i woulda been a little disappointed maybe that they didnt feel that way but its better than a lie
and what abt all the timea after fights where they'd be like im sorry it'll never happen again i'll never hurt you again-well i uess not
so yeah that whole thing sucks major ass beyond belief and i dont know what to do so i guess im not doing anything whch shud make that person happy since i apparently act like a stcu up princess and they had to treat me like a fucking angel to keep me happy well u know what? sorry im sucha fucking burden to you
ok yeah i shudnt have said that but too bad cuz i did so fuck itand im leaving now cuz im just so freaking sick of all of this now its not even worth it anymore
apparently no one means love anymore so just Beth
