Life
Life. Wow what a word. I dont think I'll ever be able to define it. Maybe its not suppossed to be defined. Man, I was happy all sitting in my comfort zone with nobody bothering me and I wasnt bothering anyone. I say happy, but what I happy? or just numb to everything? I mean after a yr and 5 months I guess its understandable to just become numb.Im always numb...until I walk by him or see him or hear someone speak about him and BOOM, Im not numb anymore. What does that mean? I know what Im thinking about doing right now is wrong, not sure who's definition of wrong but must be somebodys. Odd though, Ive smiled ON THE INSIDE all day long. Guilt is there but I still smiled. I dont even know what happy is anymore, where is happiness? What is happiness? Hmmm.......I dont know much, I figure that out more everyday.
Amy
Amy