Its Spring Break! Yay!
Its Spring Break! Thats great but I dont think Im gonna be all relaxed like you are suppossed to be during Spring Break!
The Easter Cantada at church is officially over for the year of 2005! Im not sure how many people were saved as a result of our production but I do know that during todays show, afterwards, 2 ppl came forward and recieved Jesus Christ as their personal savior. Thats great. Im excited about that! Tomarrow morning I have to go up to the church to sign some papers for my job at the church day care (which, will be where Iam going to be employeed come here very soon) On Wed, Thur & Fridays from 4-6 and then I will have a full time job there during the summer.
Tomarrow my car goes in the shop (*tear) I dont know what in the world I am going to do this week, I mean, no car, I cant go anywhere, my mom will be at work and our family only owns 2 cars, one will be at the shop and she will have the other. Geez will this suck!
Last night was good, I spent time with Dean. He makes me so very happy. I smile constantly when Im around him, I find everything he does cute (which yea, is VERY odd). I told him something last night that I felt like I needed to get off my chest. I only hope that me being honest with the way that I feel doesnt scare him away. Thats really not what I wanted to do. I only want him to know how much he means to me and I wanted him to realize that hes got me, Im not going anywhere unless he makes me.
This weekend I am going to Ashville! Im going to see Kellyjellybelly! I am sooo excited. My dress this year gets a lot of use, 2 military balls and the prom. I only hope it stays in one piece lol. Im excited about this weekend but I also know school starts back on Monday and Im gonna be TiReD!
So yea, today was 1 year sense my dad died. Time goes by so very quickly. We went to the cemetary today and my mom was driving. We pulled up to the spot where he is buried and I just started sobbing, sitting in the car, didnt even take my seat belt off, I felt like I couldnt move. Kinda like I did last year at this time, scared if I moved my heart would crumble and fall into the floor. I miss him so much. I wasnt really a people person today, wish that I could have gotten to talk to Dean more than I did today, I needed somebody, didnt really matter who but I needed somebody. O well, I got through the day ok alone. I just wish I hadnt of had to. I tried to be my mommas stronghold today I guess Im just being a whiney butt saying I wish I had of had someone being my stronghold today but its ok. (LOL). (And no Im not blaming Dean, my baby had a busy day, I just wish him, my brother, someone woulda been there!)
Ok, enough for tonight. Im probally going to bed now. I need another good cry.
Goodnight!
Love Always
Amy Lynn Wray!
The Easter Cantada at church is officially over for the year of 2005! Im not sure how many people were saved as a result of our production but I do know that during todays show, afterwards, 2 ppl came forward and recieved Jesus Christ as their personal savior. Thats great. Im excited about that! Tomarrow morning I have to go up to the church to sign some papers for my job at the church day care (which, will be where Iam going to be employeed come here very soon) On Wed, Thur & Fridays from 4-6 and then I will have a full time job there during the summer.
Tomarrow my car goes in the shop (*tear) I dont know what in the world I am going to do this week, I mean, no car, I cant go anywhere, my mom will be at work and our family only owns 2 cars, one will be at the shop and she will have the other. Geez will this suck!
Last night was good, I spent time with Dean. He makes me so very happy. I smile constantly when Im around him, I find everything he does cute (which yea, is VERY odd). I told him something last night that I felt like I needed to get off my chest. I only hope that me being honest with the way that I feel doesnt scare him away. Thats really not what I wanted to do. I only want him to know how much he means to me and I wanted him to realize that hes got me, Im not going anywhere unless he makes me.
This weekend I am going to Ashville! Im going to see Kellyjellybelly! I am sooo excited. My dress this year gets a lot of use, 2 military balls and the prom. I only hope it stays in one piece lol. Im excited about this weekend but I also know school starts back on Monday and Im gonna be TiReD!
So yea, today was 1 year sense my dad died. Time goes by so very quickly. We went to the cemetary today and my mom was driving. We pulled up to the spot where he is buried and I just started sobbing, sitting in the car, didnt even take my seat belt off, I felt like I couldnt move. Kinda like I did last year at this time, scared if I moved my heart would crumble and fall into the floor. I miss him so much. I wasnt really a people person today, wish that I could have gotten to talk to Dean more than I did today, I needed somebody, didnt really matter who but I needed somebody. O well, I got through the day ok alone. I just wish I hadnt of had to. I tried to be my mommas stronghold today I guess Im just being a whiney butt saying I wish I had of had someone being my stronghold today but its ok. (LOL). (And no Im not blaming Dean, my baby had a busy day, I just wish him, my brother, someone woulda been there!)
Ok, enough for tonight. Im probally going to bed now. I need another good cry.
Goodnight!
Love Always
Amy Lynn Wray!