Mar 25, 2005 19:23
Hey! Well, I had dress rehearsal again tonight. It went ok, Its all in Gods hands now, let his will be done!
This day just sucks, emotionally. This wkend will suck. I miss my dad so much. It doesnt seem like a year. I remember EVERYTHING in such vivid detail, just like it happened this morning. I dont know where the year went or how we carried on without him. I guess its because I believe that he never really left us, he lives within us everyday, there is no doubt about that.
Dean, my sweet sweet Dean. Man, I miss him a lot right now. Bad day, I wish I had someone to hold me. I'll probally cry myself to sleep tonight. So many things, so many feelings, so little places to release them. Tears work best.
Goodnight
Amy